I finally understood what happened. Just after reading all your twits, I was like...no wonder laa. But why arr some people tend to so perasan of my status arr? Can't blame it also because it's really unlucky for me though. Plus, the twits was far beyond from anything I can think of. To tell you the truth, as a Christian but posting improper words a.k.a. foul languages so what does that mean? And the worst part is, you're a Christian. So I as a Christian friend reminding you and yet in your twits she thinks that I'm still concern about you. You know what? I don't care whatever issues or stuffs you write in your Facebook and I can tell you for certain that it's my RIGHT as a Christian to remind you of what you're doing, probably sinning against God. Since you said you want it to be finished and get out from the problem without handling it properly then fine. Go ahead. And I won't care about whatever things you're doing but anything concerning about my God and if its YOU are the one who does such terrible things in public, better be careful of what you twit or post in the social network as God watches you all the time. Self-destruction is not a mistake, its a choice. I know it for sure you'll be saying that what you are today its all because of me but PLEASE WAKE UP! There's no point blaming me for making what you are today. You accepted Christ as your savior so pick it up and keep on moving! All you did these few days its simply because you DO NOT have FAITH in Him. Your interest in Christianity doesn't make you a follower of Christ. And if you're not a follower of Christ you will not enter the kingdom of God. That night you called me and said you've changed and yet you can lie to me but you cannot lie to yourself. In fact, you never really changed at all. I see no changes in you you know? If you already know you're such a weak person and a beginner, instead of finding your worldly friends why don't you go find a friend who has a strong faith in God? You're so easily influence by your own friends and then you start to develop worldly thoughts. And once you start to have worldly thoughts in your mind, you start the whole problem over again, probably blaming me again or what. But please remember, the world belongs to the Satan and in Satan we found no truth as he is the father of all lies. Stand up straight and look to God. Look to your friends you fall but when you look to God you will be lifted up. Its up to you if you still wish to continuing hating me but your actions are what Satan wished for. Here's one condition when you really really wake up and walk with Jesus Christ, and that is you'll suffer greatly when God correct you from your mistakes and it takes time to do that but it all depends on how you response to God's action. Investing your life in Satan's project will bring you no benefits at all. In other words, hell. You know you're going to have a bright future once you're corrected by God so what are you doing now? Wake up and open your heart to God. You cannot change for yourself by your own ability or other people's motivation and support because God created you and me so that's why only He can transform our life into perfection. So DO NOT live by your selfish desires because you belongs to Christ. Obey God's will and He will give you peace. God's will for us is higher than our will for ourselves. Because in Isaiah 55:8-9 ["For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Neither are your ways My ways,” declares the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts”] Trust Him and have FAITH in Him because He is going to give you a better future, probably beyond your expectation and imagination. So stop saying that you don't want to grow up. Its so foolish to say that you know? You're suppose to be better than a fool so grow up and its time to continue your journey with God. In His presence you can grow spiritually without any obstacles. I hope you'll be better than before!